About Me
The day came when all of the internal development had to yield some kind of result. I had been sickened by my own questioning, and my very perception of the world seemed to be cracking under the weight of every hole I found in the underlying logic. All of my logic started to fray and I was again left wondering if I had lost my mind.
The lines between self and everything else began to blur. I attempted to push through this thickening veil of confusion but was met with even more of a lack of grasp on what was going on around me.
Then I had the vision. I saw, with stark clarity what I truly was. I saw what everyone else was, and I saw, but more than saw simply just KNEW what I needed to do. I would take what I had learned and reveal it to the world.
God was a concept that had always been beyond me, and in that moment, God and I stared each other in the eyes.
I gave him the finger.